Partly, Perpetually.

It’s 2018. Let’s face it. No one looks confused, they looks like already have their shit together seamlessly with the chaotic process that follow, happened in a closed door, at midnight. But you may still see some of your pals, talking loudly on how proud they are for not having a saving (seriously?).

Let’s take another sip of tea and jump back. Before there’s any financial dilemma, there a thing that needs an endless undertaking attempts to tackle: the ‘workforce matter’. Whether you’re an optimistic fresh grad with a big heart and enormous hope to bring the world peace you think it deserves, or a pessimist that raise from hell and have been a dead man walking since the puberty and existential crisis hit, what you do for a living matter -- waited.

The only thing that is different? It’s how and what to do. You want to be a hot shot with a chunk of money? Be a stock broker. Don’t have what it takes let alone the brain to become one? Be a hooker with class, or a drug dealer, your choice. Desired to have a peaceful life but with a good amount-slightly-unsatisfying-salary? Be a mr. stuck-in-the-mid-level worker. Wow, our life’s a blessed right for having such a bazillion choices to choose?

But even there are choices spread all across the universe, can we really find the one that matches our impossible desires and their sky-touched expectations towards us? Don’t worry fam. The answers will seeping. Partially, perpetually. I’m a firm believer that our life is an endless process for one event to another. That so much Whys you have? The answers is always laying down perfectly, and subtly in every event and things that happened.

Maybe today you get a no from your dream job, but it happens because turns out on the next day, you found gardening is really your true calling of life. Maybe today you breaking up with your long-term partner, and three months later, you’re engaged with that high school sweetheart of yours. Or maybe today you get that unexpected raise at the office, because it answer your haul of sleepless night of doing the additional works. Maybe then you treat yourself for a steak at the finest dining, give a big tip for Danny, your waiters at that night. Guess what next? Danny get to buy his daughter a doll she wanted for a long time. Can you see the answer on the sake of your whys is not always about you? Get yourself a break for all the things you’ve done together. Like mentioned before. It will seeping. Partly, perpetually.